only if you knew..

I wished i could live alone. i hate being at home. being accused and ordered about.
I wished i could just turn off my phone. so that there wont be endless calls controlling my every movement.

I wish..

and could only wish..

If only i could say how much freedom meant to me, how much i wanted to move out and live alone and .. i didnt want to go uni.

nobody would allow that, nobody would listen . .